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By Eileen McCabe

 

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The 9 Muses Project

The 9 Muses Project was the brainchild of artists Namon Bills and Steven Stradley, and poet Shawn Stradley. The concept was to ask 9 poets to each write 9 poems over a period of 3 months, each poem inspired in some way by one of the 9 muses. The resulting 81 poems were then distributed to 9 visual artist, so that each artist had work representing all 9 poets, and all 9 muses. The artwork was also completed over a period of 3 months. The poets had line length and page length restrictions so that the poems could be displayed on 9" x 18"panels, and the artists were restricted to 18" x 18"' panels. The resulting panels were mounted with the poem to the right of the painting, with all the work inspired by a single muse in a single grid. A softcover book has been published through Black Rock Books. The first gallery opening was January 9, 2009 at the Davis Bountiful Art Center in Bountiful, UT.

 

Text of Poems - The 9 Muses Project

Calliope - Revelations (2008)
Clio - Habitat of History (2008)
Erato - My Greedy Soul (2008)
Euterpe - Rondo (2008)
Melpomene - Alas, Babylon (2008)
Polymnia - Morning Prayer Song (2008)
Terpsichore - Step, Pivot, Turn (2008)
Thalia - A Change of Seasons (2008)
Urania - Constellations (2008)

 

Revelations

Sunflower fingers threaded through chain link fences
locked hands over the silos of radioactive waste
and pulled them deep into the earth.
Then the sunflowers held themselves erect
and turned their faces towards the sun
and the People turned with them and the People knew.

The serpent in the mountain awoke
and the mountain trembled and cracked
and vomited forth generations of poison.
The swords were turned into plowshares
and the bombs flayed their own skin
into petals that caught the wind in a lullaby.

The grandmothers danced their dances
and our Mother rose up with new strength and spoke to the People.
“I will give birth to a star and call her salvation.
I will call the many Nations into a circle to heal the sacred hoop.”
The Nations spoke to one another and understood.
The decaying cities shook loose their parasitic vermin
and the ground liquefied and swallowed the seething masses
and their false gods into its dark depths.

The trees awoke and rising from riverbed cairns
rebuilt the shattered bodies of the mountains
and planted themselves as sentinels and habitats.
The great rivers brought the dams tumbling down
and the Colorado sprinted for the sea
and the salmon leapt and spawned in the Columbia.

The soil rumbled and roiled to cover her black veins.
We sang to the sheep, to the wild horses, and the bison.
The peach trees bloomed and the ants sang to the corn-rain.
The sweet grasses and sage and cedar grew high
and the taro, the pine nut and the quahogs were plentiful again
and medicine flowed in the air and the waters.

 

Habitat of History

I have sought the rigid permanence
of square corners, of cold brick and plate glass
insulation above, insulation below, layering levels of illusions.
Sought safety from the fables we tell ourselves
of wolves and fairies and knights in shining armor
that seep through seams and relentlessly lay siege.
I’ve spackled the cracks, and hung the drapes
to keep everything in and everything out.

I have floundered in makeshift, spendthrift
feeble coverings of straw.
Reveled in the smell of danger,
breathed whisky and dreams.
Felt the sting and steady erosion of tears
joining the stream that displaces, that erases
the will to raise hands in the air;
ashes, ashes, we all fall down

I have huddled in sweat lodges and bomb shelters
seeking mental health and homeland security
and other heavy imponderables.
Wandered through glass houses and ivory towers
crèches and cliff dwellings houses of cards and words
with jokers wild tumbling me down, tumbling me down.
I’ve sought refuge in silos and hogans and ramshackle shelters
and the absolution of comfort.

I am finally learning how to build my house;
carving a floor of earth to cradle my body.
Molding the firm corners into smooth continuous curves;
Setting a framework with roof and walls of willow,
safe from wolves but open to the smell of spring.
Placing locks and latches beside windows, doors and skylights.
Shifting from intransigence to transience
with a safe room and an open sky.

 

My Greedy Soul

Spasmodic feints and shadows
breathe, breathe, extend and release
reveal and retreat
palms open and innocent
imprinting on flesh.

Words on paper, fingers on skin
a restlessness, a distemper, a thirst
a need to slow the spinning wheels
to dull the keenness of need.

An eagerness to fill
open spaces of want,
open wounds of regret
open and aching arms and eyes -
my greedy soul, that wants to want.

 

Rondo

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1. Primavera
Cantabile
A tremolo heralds a trickling of icy water.
Pennywhistle playing dandelions and flautist daffodils
serenade the waddling goslings in a crescendo of warmth.
Timpani thunderclaps and a riot of strings
mark the march to summer.

2. Estiva
Adagio
Pollen floats on grazioso stream.
The peach trees swell in abundant rhapsody.
Bees flit like grace notes on honeysuckle.
Finches sing in polyphonic cacophony
with a fermata before the entry of woody winds.

3. Autunno
Maestoso
Glissando of leaves floats on rallentando river.
Staves of wheat, wine giocoso and brassy apples
fill the orchestra with sinfonic plenty.
Geese trumpet the coming of winter while
starlings in coloratura aria decrescendo across clouds.

4. Invernale
Ritardando
Staccato ice marks the lento water.
Legato clouds cover the modal sky.
The dry reeds draw their bows in finale and
sleepy trees creak in measured rests
breaking the basso profundo silenzio.

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da capo

Alas, Babylon

Alas, Babylon!
Hear me Ashurbanipal!
Where are your gardens,
your cradle of civilization?
How many coins, how many souls,
how many ferries across the river?
I see the nameless bodies
that bloat and tangle in the reeds
as they make their sad passage to perdition.

Alas, Babylon!
Hear me Melpomene!
Do you sing lamentations with the wailing woman
who eats the bitterness of despair,
who rends her garments, drops her stoic mask
and lays a fragrant wreath
upon the body of her beloved?
Do you hear the cries of the orphans?
Do you hear the screams of the maimed?

Rise up, O Babylon!
Hear the pleas of the innocent dead,
raise your voices in glad defiance,
vanquish your vainglorious foe
and his love affair with oppression.
Taste the sweetness of the dates,
sway in the grace of the palms,
sail again the waters of the fertile crescent
and know peace.

 

Morning Prayer Song

In memory of Corbin Harney

Come down to the fire, join hands, join hands
The shadow of Tenabo slides down the hills
Give thanks for the water, give thanks for the air
Shundahai, Shundahai

We pray for the plants that can feed us
We pray for the plants that can heal us
Sing to the pine nuts and sing to the sebup
Shundahai, Shundahai

We pray for the horses to ever roam free
We pray for the water below us
Sing to the horned toad and sing to the cricket
Shundahai, Shundahai

We welcome the sun as it crosses the fire
We make offerings to each direction
We embrace one another in peace and love
Shundahai, Shundahai

*Shundahai is a Western Shoshone(Newe) word meaning peace and harmony with all living things

 

Step, Pivot, Turn

In the collision of bodies
that passes for love,
desperate hearts leap whole flights
in reckless trajectory,
teetering and plummeting,
landing buffeted and bruised.

A crippled heart is a closed heart
blind to tender intention
and approachable intimacy.
fated to momentary fortuitous pairings.
A silhouette of a soul, a split infinity;
brooding and dark and impenetrable.

Courtship is a dance of expectation;
Yin leading the body, Yang leading the heart.
A delicious delay of gratification,
in measures and rests -
grace notes and flourishes
turning and arcing, leading and following.

Step, pivot, turn, wait
Step, pivot, turn, wait

Step….

A Change of Seasons

Doves peck for thaw
amongst the matted leaves
and patches of shade-frost.

Ring-necked pheasant
startles fallow field with brilliance
as branches blush with sap.

Mallards rise from misty river
where pungent, sleeping remains
of yesterday’s trials awaken.

Starling ribbons flick the clouds
as the scent of somber brown death
succumbs to eager green life.

Gray goose stands sentinel
atop green-fuzz hillock, leg tucked
vaning the breeze towards spring.

 

Constellations

At the birth of the sun and the moon
their mother died, and their father
set her body to be the fountain of all life.
He cast her soul into the heavens
so that her children would remember her,
and she would keep watch over them.
Is this why the North Star stands still?
Why the coyote looks up when he howls?
Why grieving hearts form constellations?
Why we wish on the persiods when they traverse the sky?

I have wished for the earth
to fall away from beneath my feet
to escape the seeming fixed orbit
of fears and grief and obsessions
to join the twinkling spirits
in the vast emptiness of the sky.

At an ancient mission in an orange grove,
I came upon rows of candles, clad in red votive glass.
I dipped my fingers in the holy water,
and crossed myself for the first time in thirty years.
I entered the chapel, and lit candles for
my mother…her mother… my first child
I felt them flicker in my eyes, and dance in my memory.
As I stepped outside, I saw the first stars in the cold night;
their souls, my soul cast to the twilight,
and my heart run away into the sky.

 

 

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